anxious

i'm being too psych. then again, what do i do but feel sweaty, jumpy and bite my nails (emoticon-based). plus this half-working, half-slow and half-heavy slash hard keyboard i'm using at the computer lab makes me want to doubt my fingers' dexterity. i'm pressing the backspace bar more than any other key or combination of. it's so stiff and far apart. anyway, don't blame it on the inanimate object. that ain't gonna work.

i think i just cut class. i think there was no class. there was no notice. there weren't any people in the classroom either. should i have waited longer? but it was empty. now i'm not doing anything. i'm typing. surfing. waiting for my next class. wait. what happened there? what did i miss? did ma'am say we weren't meeting today? who to text? no one. i don't know anyone. what now? i should wait. i'll wait. i'll keep typing til the bell rings. is that it? was that the ring? is it time? should i go? i can't miss another class.

people cut without a worry. fast people. i'm sorry but i have trouble missing things i'm not supposed to. rule 1: DON'T CUT.

i'm not a nerd. i just don't like that anxious feeling when i'm not where i'm supposed to. bye.