tandang padamdam: acp benefit concert

yes it was my first gig of the year. err, it was okay. there weren't a lot of people but there was free coffee so i'm a bit jumpy until now. :P it was a free benefit concert for the people of cagayan de oro. donation boxes were circulating the venue. i spent like 70 bucks on that. well i think that's enough generosity for the night. i was happy anyway. :) so the usual, there were bands. wow.

1. hansom. was the band that caught my attention. man they're good. there are only three of them but they can surely rock the house. ACTION MAN is still running around my brain and he goes AKO SI ACTION ACTION MAN. they're crazy but i find them really cool and i think they're already there. you know there there, like somehow famous and almost. hahah nevermind. i've seen them perform once already but i was kinda busy then and i really didn't pay attention. hehe. now i stand corrected, you should be heard. what's up with the name though? hahahahah. hansom haha.2. pedicab. pedicab was there. uh duuuuuhhh. hahah. anyway yeah, i've gotten of them. hehe kidding. they're still fun i just got so used to seeing them but never being able to talk to (i guess i don't want to because i was already given like a bageellion times but nada. nevermind) that maybe i'll just enjoy their performances from a distance muna. :P they were nice though. super. they let us in the backstage and we had pictures with the bass guitar hello kitty theme still again (whut?) and when i was about to gat my photo with them, i sat beside daddy maps away from the rest and he goes, "teka, dito ka sa gitna. yaaan" and i go oh okay haha whatever. :)3. bamboo! shet finally after so many years, i finally was able to watch them perform. wow. they were pretty much how i pictured them. like no comments as "mas maputi siya or mas matangkad siya in person" and such. except nathan pala who was whoah gorgeous. i mean more than i expected. ira was so hot. bamboo so hot din sobra. i could watch them all night. they're effing great. i love them. when they go hallelujah, it burns the stage. oohhh. i hope to see them again and maybe have an autograph or a photo. whutever.

4. rico blanco! rico blanco. rico blanco. i never thought i would actually stay for him (he performed last, way way later than bamboo. do the math) but i did and he was okay. he looked good, he didn't look sabog or anything, he was actually better looking now. maybe. than when he was with rivermaya. no offense. hehe. again, i already saw him singing solo during the mtv summit, i just didn't think i should give a damn and i didn't but last night, i gave him a shot and hmm, maybe he looked and performed great. maybe even hot. (or no? i blew it? haha) anyway, there. his songs are mighty weird but if he was still in rivermaya i'd say, they might actually play those songs. :)

i left that night with a coffee overdose, a bamboo hangover and a rivermaya nostalgia. argh. my ipod looped wag na init ulo baby and balisong on my way home, and when i got home, i went to youtube and watched rivermaya videos and boy did they sound just so sweet. :) i miss them *sniff sniff* i hate jason fernandez. gay.

5. there were also performances by sinosikat, out of body special, itchyworms, and other [[amp]] bands. :P

I'LL GO STEAL SOME PHOTOS SOON AND POST THEM HERE SO YOU COULD SEE 'EM. BWAHAHAHAHA. :D :D
anyway, here's wag na init ulo baby the video. they were sooo cute here. :P

geeewwwd boy.

charlie's my younger sister. she's still in cagayan finishing her high school years. she'll soon be living with me and yz.

CONGRATULATIONS FOR PASSING SHIT, CHARLIE!
SHE'S GOING TO UP DILIMAN.
GOOD CHOICE BECAUSE ATENEO'S GONNA KILL YOU.
HAHA.
CONGRATS ULIT. GOOD BOY. :)

ateneo.
up

can't see charlie? that's 'cause her real name's patricia. heheh. we just liked charlie so we started the thing. :P

OBAMA night tonight

inauguration 2009 is already in progress. well, at least in my tv screen it is. i'm watching it right now. it's a big, tight and momentous spectacle. people are all crowding to witness it. wow. i think obama will do just fine if not great. maybe. i am not an all around fan and supporter but i do believe that he might have something to say. :)i really have nothing more to say except congratulations BARACK OBAMA. good luck and have a good one.

p.s. AAHH DENZEL WASHINGTON'S THERE! hahahah.
p.p.s i thought i'd put a more formal photo, but heck this other one's like an andy warhol coolness. :)

bye bye grissom

CSI bids goodbye to Gil Grissom

Article from: CTV.ca

After an impressive nine-year run as the star of "CSI," William Petersen is leaving the small screen behind and returning to the stage.

Because of the rampant success of "CSI," Petersen has decided to leave the show because he was concerned about becoming too comfortable in his career.

Since its debut in 2000, "CSI" has become one of the most popular shows in the world, spawning two spin-off series and countless imitators. At the centre of it all was Petersen's Golden Globe nominated performance as the iconic Gil Grissom, with a wry one-liner and a fascination with insects.

Since the taping of his last episode, Petersen has traded in millions of viewers, for small, intimate audiences of 300 as he returned to his roots as a theatre actor in Chicago.

But fans shouldn't fret; Petersen's on-stage roles won't keep him completely away from "CSI," as the actor plans on remaining a producer on the show and will occasionally make guest appearances in the future.

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nuff said. i'll be here sulking and weeping if you need me. aww. the show's not falling apart, it's still nice. it's just not the same. that's all. i mean, warrick died and it still went on. besides we've been talking about grissom going away for quite a long time now. but still.. sigh.

kahapon po.

it was a really great day yesterday. well relatively. since i've been having all these bad days moving along, yesterday was a better day. i guess.

i'm writing about it today because i fell asleep last night. whatever.

anyway, i forgot to bring my bible for theo. i really couldn't believe it, it was in my planner. holy crap. but i did find a bible. yeah i was able to borrow one just in time. so thanks you bible-bringing, bible-lending hotshot. :)

and then before lunch i already thought i lost two things: my handkerchief (one of three? i keep losing them) and my NERDS-flavored lipbalm that i just adore. i was studying for the chem makeup exam in the library and next thing i know i was swimming in my bag looking for my stuff. i was like shit, i am never meant to keep so much stuff. ever. so there but you know move along yeah? but someone found my hanky and gave it back to me. yay. and i found my lipbalm lying in my bed when i got home. yay. i actually thought i left it in a cab. damn.

thank you god.

also, i saw chris tiu. aww i miss him already. he was soooo gorgeous in his dark-colored sando and face. (hahah and face?? what the ef) he was just standing in the chinky chickens stall eating like a "macho man" after a hard day at the construction site. hahahaha. kidding. he looked like a boy really. like a boy boy, the ones that do mechanic deals. hahah. but a totally hot boy. oh yeah, score! ka-ching!

the makeup was okay. i was just happy that i was able to answer more than i did the first time. i cannot be sure that i will get high on that but i feel better about it. so that's my day. it's not the luckiest of my days but it made a whole episode. :)

on F-ing exams and taking make-ups

holy crap, this semester is just a living nightmare. it's like seeing marilyn manson in heaven playing saint peter. so i exaggerated on that. haha. i mean so what. anyway, i've been really having a hard time with all these lessons and shit. i don't even get to blog regularly anymore, like i have to scrunch everything up to just one date all my experiences even if they happened ages ago because i can't find a decent time to post them when they happen. wow. i actually thought i'd have a breezier time this time because i am two, three subjects short but uh no, not exactly. i don't even get to go to my usual gigs now. (that's prolly because i've lost so much interest but not that much in the stuff i used to like so much such as so.) or maybe i REALLY JUST DON'T HAVE THE TIME, AND MONEY maybe. :D

anyway, on to my ranting. i failed two exams already in a week. wow. i know you should be a complete idiot to have failed all subjects so now i officially crown myself with the semi-idiot throne and the mildly-stupid scepter. geez. one failure's bad but two?? wow. i must be in some kind of either a lazy bubble or intelligence resistant suit, take your pick.

CHEMISTRY: before i left the country for my christmas vacation, i had this last long exam. it's the most horrible of all horrible things that guarantee you a sense of impending doom. i mean my god i wasn't ready at all, i was pressured i didn't review well, i knew i was gonna fail long before i took it. when i was taking it, i felt like a complete boob; i felt like i knew nothing because i did know nothing. it was my fault really. i wasted a lot of time, i know i got that part screwed up. BUT luckily there is a chance to redeem yourself/ get a more decent grade because it's embarrassing. yeah, there's a makeup exam so i go LET'S GO PASS THIS PASS THIS LET'S GO even if i know that i won't be able to take any other make up exams forever for this course. i badly wanted a passing score in this that i took it anyway TODAY. it was long, painful discussion as to whether i'll take it or not; i had people who were with me during that debate and we all decided fine, let's do this. i figured, i'd pass this one while it's easy, so they say rather than take a make up exam soon, when it's all hard and then i get F in the other one. (uh) so there, i took it and now i'm hoping to pass and praying that i get big partial points if not good exact check marks.

THEOLOGY: i know! who fails theology?? well i just did. because my teacher's such a big fat meanie. i don't like him at all that i didn't study for his exam because i know he's gonna go for the stipid questions like he always does. ANG KITID NG UTAK NIYA DUDE. someone should just wack him in the head so he'd realize the stupidity he's spreading. or so he would have blunt forced trauma. nah he's old anyway and cranky and decrepit. i hate him. nuff said.

so i like him. sue me.

so i like him. sue me.
i have a crush on taylor lautner. for now.urr crap. haha. here i go again with this immature, creepy, sudden obsession. err. but really, who cares. these kinds of episodes make me happy so buzz off.
he's cute. it's like his face is just gorgeous, genuinely good and disgustingly good enough to eat. whut? hahahaha.
he's got bad angles though.
but generally he has a pretty face. :D :D
joe jonas is on time out. whutev. hahahah.

taylor's cute. yay yay. :D
here's the catch though,

HE'S JUST SIXTEEN!!
i was like holy mother of whuuutttt??
i'm OLDER! shet!

don't CARE! hahah.
taylor's cute. :D

p.s. he's officially back to playing jacob black in twilight. tsss knew it all along. SUCKERS. i knew you couldn't let that face go even if it made you sleep better at night. bunch of LOSERS. boo you.

off to berklee

jor's gone to boston to go study in berklee college of music. it's a very prestigious school i think.january 9, 2009. his lifelong dream just started shaping itself. jorel corpus, kjwan's guitarist will spend a couple of years, uh, i don't know training maybe, developing more his skills in creating music, make himself rich and famous there possibly.

talked to kelley once, i asked if they'll be replacing jor. he says no. marc's playing daw. good. it'd be weird not having jorel around but it would be weirder to have someone else slicing his riffs. other than another member of kjwan that is.

so yeah, good luck to him and i'm sure he would have a really really great time there. it's sad not seeing him for quite a large chunk of time there but that's how things go. (whut?) we'll miss you jor. have fun. come back soon. :'(

taylor lautner

he plays jacob black in twilight. yeah i didn't notice him too when i watched the movie the first time.

anyway, they said (tv, internet, other media) that he's gonna have to go. like he's not gonna be part of any of the rest of the movies anymore. ooohhh. when i found out, i went a whopping WHAT?!? how can you possibly cut off such a pretty face? why on earth would you do that? he's like the second best character there! urgh. whyyy?

they said that taylor lautner is inappropriate for scenes that involve battling edward because he has a BABY FACE. i go whut? sure i have no questions about him having that baby face (really he does have a baby face. his face when he was SHARK BOY is still his face now, exactly. only now he's hotter. haha)but cutting him of for 'just' that is just a little uncalled for. i think. i mean, whatever so he's got a baby face, so? he can still manage to be a realistic werewolf and fight edward. i think. i'm being biased but i really just like him in the movie. someone please OBJECT. let's have a massive team taylor hunger strike. (hahah)

p.s. they said they were gonna put in either prince caspian or some other dude i forgot. i'll take STEVEN STRAIT. :D :D

he's a darling. :)

JHOON! who else?
before i left for the US, i've been having all this kjwan fever. i had a IM conversation with jhoon again. :D so it started. i buzzed him and showed him this picture.and thus the conversation. i had to sensor jun's YM id. i'm not sure he'll be happy with me promoting my happy happy day with this talk. :P anyway, here.
so i did. i posted the photos and invited him in facebook and myspace (though i'm not active. haha) and he said, (aahhh)awww. i know he's so sweet. :) i love him. i took this screen shot in the US already. hehe. see it's not mac. :P :P also, kjwan finally noticed my youtube videos of them already. yay. they 'favorited' some of my videos and put in comments. :) i'm soooo psyched. :D

P.S. CHECK OUT LIFELINE, kjwan's newest video. IT'S NICE.
P.P.S. JOR'S LEAVING FOR BERKELEY. awwww. i'll miss him so. :'(

legal. so?

NOTE: most of the following posts starting with this one here are catching up entries. i wanted to document them here for the longest time already but i just wasn't able to anymore because i didn't have time. :P so yeah, i did list them down so i could still ram em all up here.

so yes i turned 18 already last year. december 13, 2008. wow. i feel.. so scared. i can't figure out what i'm scared of though. that people might expect better things from me? or that "i" should start expecting better stuff from myself?

urgh. it feels so weird because i know i'm still this immature jerk but i'm already "this" old and i AIN'T CHANGING! i'm still playing with my thoughts, with toys, talking silly, laughing at senseless things, doing crazy crappy things. i still don't follow what i think when i feel they are boring (ehem schoolwork); i mean i know they are important but i feel like i can do them later. urgh. again.

i'm 18 and i really don't know what that means. someone tell me. it drives me crazy thinking about all i have to do, accomplish, figure out when i'm this old but when i forget about it, i FORGET about it. oh boy. what is up?? dayng.

oh well, happy birthday me. maybe it's telling me i should stop failing my subjects huh? yeah maybe that. phooeyy. >:( argh.