couch potato

how long has it been? oh eight days and counting. that's weird, i feel guilty but i'm not doing anything about it. how grand is that? 

it started last tuesday. i was still reviewing for my school agenda that until i found out that classes have been cancelled until the next week and or until further notice. and my golly it was mother effin' sembreak mindset that got stuck in the ole noodle. damn. it's as if the announcement in my head sounded like "ALL SCHOOL AGENDA AND ACTIVITIES ARE OUT OF ORDER. SO BEAT IT!" i didn't want to touch my readings like they were goddamn on fire. my laptop's probably programmed to only work on plant vs zombies and facebook all day. and night. sheesh. my problems now revolve only on what should i eat for lunch and when should i harvest my artichokes in my farm (on farmville) and which dvd should i watch today? and the like. 

my couch potato syndrome intensified when i learned that the finals have been cancelled. oh happy day! i told my dad and he asked me to go home. he is such a darling, he supports my dreams. urgh. 

classes will still continue and extend til the 21st and so my requirements are still up for submission in that duration and i will still have a couple of long tests as well. so.. 

gaaahh i just know things will haunt me as soon as i get back to school and i would just cry over my lost days and hours when i start cramming for my papers and readings. 

what am i doing? this is not right. come on, someone hit me with a bat! 

in other news. 

i officially took over the family business. wow. my older sister and i had a heated argument because apparently she thinks i dont give squat about thinks in the house like the groceries, the bills, the market stuff. so we told my mom and now i handle all the money of the house. i gotta make sure the bills are paid on time, there's food for dinner and house things like tissue, canola oil and milk aren't missing. its a big responsibility but i'm up for the challenge. good luck.  

p.s. like i said when i did, my prayers are still for the calamity victims and the volunteers of the relief operations and not for myself. for now, i trust that god has me only in his periphery and the people in need in his main sight. :)