backtracking

DISCLAIMER: I'M A LITTLE DRUNK. SO I MIGHT NOT BE WRITING COHESIVE IDEAS OR PROPER IDEAS AT ALL. BUT FUCK, NO ENGLISH TEACHER'S GONNA READ THIS SO IF ANYONE WISHES TO COMMENT ON THAT, TAKE IT TO MY ASS COS IT'S THE ONLY ONE THAT GIVES A CRAP. whut.

i'm in my pjs now ready to turn in. the festivities are still on full blast outside. my dog hasn't shut up til now; he got tired barking at every breaking noise i guess, he finally slept.

the salad was good. so was the ham, as always. but pizza's still the best. mmm. nobody touched the cake, oddly. guess none of us is a sweet tooth 'cept my mom who gave the fruitcake a go. i didn't just go to my blog because facebook on new year's eve is practically impenetrable, by the way. let me just clear that.

on to my objective, it's time to recap stuff that happened this year. or at least stuff i remember.

right. so there's the NMAT. did well. first step to medschool baby. kaching.
erm i'm near graduation too. yikes that scares me more than just about anything now.

three people dear to me died this year. there's lolo intong, lola loleng and uncle ricky. may they rest in peace and i hope they are happy wherever they are right now. that and a few more things made me sad the past year. things like how someone is stalking our family right now because he wants money. he sent threats. damn. but shh. and how i still can't like anyone. and how no one has sent me flowers yet. stuff like that.

stuff that made me happy, on the other hand include coffee, coke zero, my new ipod, phone, restored laptop, new icons, my renewed and improved love for my chemical romance. now i wont shut up about frank iero, gerard and mikey way and ray toro. i practically downloaded all their songs. that and many more things made me happy this year. that i can drive to far and crowded places also made me satisfied despite having a crappy car but i love that car. :)

i still hate school. and i'm still just getting by. oh ateneo won three-peat by the way. one of the things i wasn't able to write about here as well. school has been hell. well it has always been but not like this. that after it, there is no more i'd rather do than either sleep or watch TV. i also rediscovered the piano and it is lovely.

i'm gonna stop. because i'm sleepy. so. good night.