conaaaaaaan

THIS FROM MY LJ PAGE:

i cant believe it. i only watched like 12 non-full episodes. more or less. i love conan but i don't have all the time in the world to sit my ass watching the show fully. but generally, i love it.

but..

yes it ended yesterday (technically, that's when i watched the last episode) the late night with conan o' brien was one of the oldest bestest shows on earth! it feels so saddd.

conan said he might have another gig. :D yay. sana. puh-leeaaseee. anyway, the last episode was okay. conan still managed to crack jokes. no one cried, it was happy. he thanked all all the people who were part of the show and who helped him achieve what he has presently.


i will miss you. :( see you soon. :)
p.s. why don't they just shut the stupid shows like martha stewart? the view??? darn it!

jude

*suka*

NOTES: (leki)
A. UHM, WALA PANG TITLE. KAYO NA BAHALA.
B. PWEDE NIYO I-REARRANGE YUNG VERSES, CHORUS POSITIONS AND shit.
C. PERFECT YUNG RHYMES AT NUMBER OF SYLLABLES NIYAN. EHEM.
1. RHYMES- ALTERNATE LINES
2. SYLLABLES- MGA NAKA-PARENTHESIS NA NUMBERS. EITHER MAGKASUNOD OR ALTERNATE DIN.
D. DI TALAGA AKO LYRICIST AT 10 MINUTES LANG GINAWA 'TO KAYA SORRY ITO LANG NAKAYANAN. (sus)
E. KUNG MAY AYAW KAYO, OR MAY CORNY, WHATEVER TANGGALIN NIYO, PALITAN, ITAPON, BAHALA NA KAYO. :P

i.
you don't scare me (4)
don't you dare try (4)
i'll make you see (4)
i'll drain you dry (4)

ii.
you set hell free (4)
fire smoke and pain (4)
each street and alley (5)
left in tragic reign (5)

refrain
i will rise above you (6)
feel my wrath; feel my rage. (6)

chorus
crawl back in your blackhole (6)
tremble like death's come for you (7)
all the lives that you stole (6)
will creep, haunt and steal you too. (7)

iii.
you dictate what we don't want (7)
hatred starts to breathe, grow at last (8)
hear the screams, they chant they rant (7)
they're here, they're mad, start now, run fast (8)

refrain
chorus

iv.
you limp, you make your way (6)
see that stone, it spells your name (7)
this time you had to pay (6)
as you fall off your own game. (7)

coda (?)
i see war; i see bloodshed (7)
i see you; you're ripped, you're dead. (7)

refrain
chorus 2x

i'm not a fan of death. make it stop.

Humihingi kami ng mga dasal niyo para sa kaluluwa ni Amiel Alcantara. Siya ay nasa ikaapat na baitang at mag-aaral ng Mababang Paaralan ng Ateneo de manila. Kanina lamang, siya'y naipit ng dalawang kotse sa may dismissal/waiting area, oras ng kanilang uwian. Kinailangan pa siyang hugutin mula sa ibaba ng kotse upang maialis siya sa pagkaipit. Maraming dugo ang nakita sa pinangyarihan ng insidente. Naisugod pa siya sa ospital ngunit hindi rin nagtagal at siya'y pumanaw. Nawa'y ipagdasal niyo ang kanyang kaluluwa at ang kanyang pamilya. Pakipasa ang mensaheng ito sa iba. Maraming salamat po. (gm)




it made me stop for a long time. i actually prayed when i received this IM. from many different people. it's painful. it's sad. it's unbearable.

i don't know him. but somehow...

i love this game

my head's half school work, half basketball and half chris tiu nowadays. wait that's three halves. that can't be right. duhhhh. so chris tiu and basketball make up one half. i don't know it's crazy, i can't stop playing the NBA 2009 game in my cellphone and i scroll in channels and i find myself stuck to, "aw! that was a nice rebound! his third one this match..." and actually enjoying it.

i think it kinda started when we went to the states. i mean i don't have an amazing appreciation of the sport before, i didn't even attend UAAP matches that often but when i was exposed to my cousin's high school games (in the US) and to the xbox which contained only that--- a basketball game.. game. so there. it so happened that my PE (i had no other choices by the way) was basketball *hmm* yeah and it sorta began to build up, my appreciation for the sport. :)

about chris tiu. nevermind that. :P i just think he's cute. not that i thought the opposite before but you know i learned to appreciate him more also cos basketball is frekken hard and he handles the ball like.. a ball that's easy to hold. (i'm talking crap again aren't i) when it's not and shoots it like it's an effing burger making its way to his own mouth. (....enough) :D :D

anyway, I WANNA WATCH A LAKERS GAME! like what chris tiu did. not because he did it but because i really want to. I WANNA SEE KOBE! argghh.the pictures below are cute. awwwww. and oh so nostalgic. damn. **naglalaro ako ng ps noon, puro silang dalawa lang players ko. nagagalit lagi sakin yung kapatid ko. i go, sila lang kilala ko e. hahaha.** they're so cuute. currently, our team in PE is actually doing pretty good. first game: win, second game: win. yay. that's 2-0. woo hoo. but I'M KINDA BRUISED AND I HAVE A BUKOL ON MY LEFT EYEBROW THAT I CAN'T SCRATCH COS IT HURTS. i put in ice already but it's still swollen and painful. so there. BASKETBAAAAAALLL. so that's what they meant when they said i love this game. :)

time to look up.

february 22, 2009.

happee birthday lolo totong. :)
you were a great person.
i hope you're having a great time.
please pray for my grades. and for all of us.

again happy birthday.
i miss you. we all do. :)

freaking out!

okay so jhoon, you know the one i am currently going gaga over, kjwan's drummer. he uhm, sent a mass message that got in my facebook. and he typed LEKI. eekk! *schoolgirl scream* but i think he pretty much just added that detail to lure a jumbo effing barnacle head like me. it really doesn't mean that he knows me. he's kinda promoting this summer drum lessons. the thing is, i wanna do it and i don't wanna do it. and i can do it and i can't! what is the matter with me?? i'm thinking NO! cos i have long established to myself that i'm not a drum person more so a performing person. i'm just gonna make a fool of myself around him. :( but then i'm also thinking, SURE BY ALL MEANS! it's him inviting and it's my one in a million chance to actually know the frekken dude. why oh why do i have to think?more problems:

1. it frekken starts next effing week. - i went dude, i'm still trying to figure out how to start an essay that's due next month. how the hell am i supposed to be working on my banging skills and calculating for the concentration of stupid ___ in my chemistry manual (that's an exaggeration but you get the point). so i asked jhoon if he can extend or start late (like after march). i feel like he's considering but i can't really be sure. i'm just happy that he's very responsive and open to all my quirks.

2. i have summer school. period. it's gonna be a little harder than i thought. i have full units and that's not gonna help in my quest to learn the art of hitting the drums. but jhoon, being teh optimistic nice person that he is says that we can arrange my schedule. and that's why he's such a darling. :) the conversation went on and on and on. still i have made no sure choice. amazing.after his last reply, i asked, "do you have to be really good to go for more lessons?" hahahahah pathetic!!!

3. i can't play the drums. i'm wacked. the only thing i've done while coordinating my hands, arms and feet is swimming and i'm not even half that good at it. i do piano and guitars because i don't have to start dancing with more than my upper torso when i play them. compare that to drumming. i'm foreseeing that i can't hit the base drum while trying to keep the hi-hat closed and hitting a snare while smiling. in short, i am a huge piece of an uncoordinated cement bag that's better off handling the microphone in a band. yes?

4. i'm afraid of jhoon. well not afraid afraid but i'm too shy around him. i can barely breathe properly when i see him. i can't talk straight and i keep spacing out. how the effing cheese wiz am i supposed to be able to concentrate and actually learn if i wont be able to move when he's teaching?

because of all these problems that i am anticipating, no imagining possibly, i i decided to tell my sister and force her to do it. JUST SO I CAN SAY THAT I SUPPORTED JHOON AND HELPED HIM, IN THEORY.

i'm still fucking thinking though. maybe my shitloaded brain will function fairly better tomorrow.

TO BE CONTINUED...

ROCKULTURA: UP Fair 2009

a up ba? oras na para magtagalog tayong lahat. yay. pag nabulol pa ako, mananapak na ako ng tao. :D

noong nakaraang linggo, nangyari ang isa sa mga pinakamahalaga at pinakamakabuluhang pangyayari sa university of the philippines-- ang UP fair. di ko talaga alam kung bakit siya fair para sa akin e kasi ang pinupuntahan ko lang naman ay 'yung tugtugan 'pag gabi. hehe. dapat ata UP Murang Concert 2009.

isang linggong puro nagkalat na mga taong nakaitim at makapal ang eye liner, mga babaeng naka-miniskirt at leggings at madaming ipit sa buhok, sikat na banda, gitara, amps, drumsets, walang katapusang wires na nakakalat sa damo at lalalala. madami pa.

sa anim na gabing iyon, dalawa lang napuntahan ko. ay hinde, dalaw lang ang pinili kong puntahan. eto yung una. ROCKULTURA. martes. nakakatakot ang mga banda. nakakayanig ang tugtugan. nakakapangilabot ang dami ng taong nanonood. salamat sa no parking, ang paborito kong sideline band (haha), backstage pass kaching! ayon. masaya masaya. ayus namiss ko sila ely, raymund, markus, buddy, etc.

okay ang pedicab. naka-formal attire. :D ang kulit sa backstage. tenet tenet tenen tenen. sfx!
pupil din ang sarap panoorin. ang cute ni yani, naka-slippers lang siya. :) at si ely grabe, ang *****. grr. hahahahandun din sandwich. super galeng. :D kulit niyong lahat. hahah.p.s. shoutout: francis ijares kung binabasa mo to, ang dami mong na-miss.
shoutout: daps okay lang na nawala phone mo, super saya naman e. :D




yung mga litrato nasa multiply: www.invadersss.multiply.com
album name: ROCKULTURA: UP Fair 2009

i'm not bitter.

whew thank you teddy geiger. :)

i'm smiling now. minutes ago i just wanna take my sister's head off. i swear if she goes into one more of her rip off tactics i'll go to a witch and have her cursed for life. she's just being a shithead. ruining all plans just cos one of her friends says so. god damn i don't effing care. i'm not gonna tell the whole story anymore, it'll just make me go back to being angry again.

anyway, while i'm here at the CTC computer laboratory being idle and pathetic waiting for time to fucking pass cos i cant go home cos my sister's stupid friends are there, *breathe* my ipod's on shuffle (like always) and it lands on BITTER by TEDDY GEIGER. i'm not really a fan; i'm just giving him a chance cos he has a movie that i just watched and really liked. it's called "ROCKER." i put random songs in my playlist and imma try to go through them sometime this week but so far they're okay.

bitter goes,

"I'm not bitter
But i've seen
Better days
I'm not bitter
Is it the better man
That always
Walks away"

again, thank you teddy geiger. now i'm calm. :) he's cute pa. he looks like a baby john mayer. :D :D

hey i'm not stupid

i finally passed a chemistry exam!
wee! parteh!

and i'm not pasang awa!
wee! parteh some more!

i got nothing more to say.



















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okay time to study some more. zzzzzz.

time to meet hell: part infinity

hell week's coming. again. in about 24 hours. screw it, you know what, it's actually eating me up already right now.

DEAR GOD, SOS! drowning barnacle head ahead. glob blob blob.
let's get this over with.

that means no blogging in a while. i got nothing good to write anyway. like i ever had any. hahahah.