aright, so here's my day today

it all started last night. haha. wow. well, my dad was here in manila, century park hotel. so i and yz went there last night to have a sleepover. here are the dtuff i brought:
1 pair swimsuit
1 pair jammies
1 pair clothes for tomorrow
1 pencil case
3 pieces blue paper (for lit draft)
2 lit books
1 en book
1 math notebook
powder, deo, toothbrush, comb etc.
the plan was, we sleep there and then i go to school first thing in the morning. last night, my phone died and i forgot to bring my charger (but that doesn't have to do with anything. just a little detail i wanted to add) i even had to learn how to set the alarm on the bedside clock because i had no alarm clock/phone and i set it to 5am. i did wake up, to shut it off and then i slept, woke up again 6am and then i took a bath. when i got all dressed, my dad woke up and invited us for free breakfast. and i caaaannooott believe i gave in, darn it and my class was hours away. but that breakfast was really goood and i decided to cut all my subjects for the day except! INTACT coz ya know, we have a party coming up. lol.

anyhuway, the pool was inviting! i can't resist! yeah, i know! but there, we swam the 10-foot pool, lapped the lap pool (whut?) and stayed at the jacuzzi and it was awesome. not that i haven't done it before, i just hadn't done it in a while. but still i feel so guilty because i cut two classes! eerrrr! moving on. we went home and i was really in a hurry because intact was nearing. so i charged my phone and took off.

next up, parteh! i brought my camera and i was supposed to take a lot of pictures but laze got into me foyst. boo hoo. so i just came, ate, talked a little, won an award i didn't expect, brought home a stinkin' cd.. wewewait, come again? the second to the last part. won a what? an award i didn't expect, a "RAKISTA" award! i am not only dismayed by how it is termed, i am shocked by it as hell.

1. the term is lame and stupid and i despise it solely! it's like a term picked up from the road, said by a bunch o' kids on the dirt street and a couple of posers. eeekk, it's disgusting. gross. i don't mean to be mean, i just am, and because it's a pathetic label, i don't submit to it, why couldn't it have been "ROCKSTAR" award or "MUSIKERO" award. there are better ways to term it! it bothers me! of course i don't necessarily blame the person who thought of the award name--- that's how he or she thinks. i thank you, whoever you are really on a positive note because...

2. you thought of me that way and you knew i deserved the award but i still hate the name. although, it may just be a dream that i like to play with, being a rockstar is something i'd want on any time of the day, anywhere in what manner you term it. it really is, maybe, the thought that counts. :) thanks. i love the idea. i just hope someday, i'd reach it. *sniff sniff.

i also got nominated for a bunch o' other stuff but i really didn't mind them (that's coz i didn't win. bwahaha) i think one was "MOST LIKELY TO BECOME RICH ONE DAY" or "MOST GENEROUS", and another one, i can't remember. anyway, aside from that, i brought home a cd (courtesy of the nomination) with songs from miss pile about her rules that i should def'nitely remember. here are the tracks:

1. unwritten- natasha bedingfield
2. lose yourself- eminem
3. we will rock you and we are the champions- queen
4. the first cut is the deepest- sheryl crow
5. the warrior is a child- gary v.
6. hawak kamay- yeng constantino *suka
7. grown up christmas list- kelly clarkson
8. superman- five for fighting
9. big yellow taxi- counting crows
10. since you've been gone- kelly clarkson
11. where is the love?- bep
12. go the distance- michael bolton
13. i can't make you love me- suzie mcneal
14. galileo- indigo girls
15. god bless the broken road- rascal flatts
16. you'll be in my heart- usher

i guess i liked intact, i just didn't want to admit it to myself. i like what it wanted to happen but if i had it with people i actually know, it'd be better. i just feel desensitized everytime we have intact coz i really don't care about the block to much, i just like to be part of it and to say i have companions/acquaintances but not friends. that's different. i liked intact because i like the training and the activities, i just would have had more fun if it were people i knew that were part of it. i guess i still don't know my block yet, i still have some insecurities about some people and i know that my interests are not in line with theirs and vice versa that's why i can't live a comfortable life with these people. some are too fickle for me, too silent, too stupid, etc. in the end, it's hard to really be involved into something--- a group, a people etc., when all your paths just delineate.