on F-ing exams and taking make-ups

holy crap, this semester is just a living nightmare. it's like seeing marilyn manson in heaven playing saint peter. so i exaggerated on that. haha. i mean so what. anyway, i've been really having a hard time with all these lessons and shit. i don't even get to blog regularly anymore, like i have to scrunch everything up to just one date all my experiences even if they happened ages ago because i can't find a decent time to post them when they happen. wow. i actually thought i'd have a breezier time this time because i am two, three subjects short but uh no, not exactly. i don't even get to go to my usual gigs now. (that's prolly because i've lost so much interest but not that much in the stuff i used to like so much such as so.) or maybe i REALLY JUST DON'T HAVE THE TIME, AND MONEY maybe. :D

anyway, on to my ranting. i failed two exams already in a week. wow. i know you should be a complete idiot to have failed all subjects so now i officially crown myself with the semi-idiot throne and the mildly-stupid scepter. geez. one failure's bad but two?? wow. i must be in some kind of either a lazy bubble or intelligence resistant suit, take your pick.

CHEMISTRY: before i left the country for my christmas vacation, i had this last long exam. it's the most horrible of all horrible things that guarantee you a sense of impending doom. i mean my god i wasn't ready at all, i was pressured i didn't review well, i knew i was gonna fail long before i took it. when i was taking it, i felt like a complete boob; i felt like i knew nothing because i did know nothing. it was my fault really. i wasted a lot of time, i know i got that part screwed up. BUT luckily there is a chance to redeem yourself/ get a more decent grade because it's embarrassing. yeah, there's a makeup exam so i go LET'S GO PASS THIS PASS THIS LET'S GO even if i know that i won't be able to take any other make up exams forever for this course. i badly wanted a passing score in this that i took it anyway TODAY. it was long, painful discussion as to whether i'll take it or not; i had people who were with me during that debate and we all decided fine, let's do this. i figured, i'd pass this one while it's easy, so they say rather than take a make up exam soon, when it's all hard and then i get F in the other one. (uh) so there, i took it and now i'm hoping to pass and praying that i get big partial points if not good exact check marks.

THEOLOGY: i know! who fails theology?? well i just did. because my teacher's such a big fat meanie. i don't like him at all that i didn't study for his exam because i know he's gonna go for the stipid questions like he always does. ANG KITID NG UTAK NIYA DUDE. someone should just wack him in the head so he'd realize the stupidity he's spreading. or so he would have blunt forced trauma. nah he's old anyway and cranky and decrepit. i hate him. nuff said.