Monday, December 15, 2008
here comes hell again
ayan na. awoooo. shet.
yung chem kinakain na ako ng buhay. pota.
F!!!
Saturday, December 6, 2008
pissed.
no wait, enraged more likely. mad. fiery hot anger in my brain. grr.
Friday, December 5, 2008
sweetness
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i got the card see? i actually freaked out when dar handed this to me and i literally just wanted to shove it inside my backpack and run away. hahah. but the truth is, i'd like to thank my baby (the one who drew my name) as early as now for putting enough thought and effort to this thing that it made me happy on that day. it still makes me happy pala. everytime i see it. heheh.
i know getting this card is both pathetic and crazy but what the heck, a joe jonas photo never hurt anyone especially that he's so amazingly gorgeous. hahaha. i keep it safe in my stack of books in case yaya and my sister ransacks my room. hahah. i'm pretty sure they don't bother looking in my stupid books. :D :D
i might have candidates na for that person but i'm not entirely sure, and i don't wanna know. :) but, again, i wanna thank you. you don't even have to give me anything more. haha. kidding. the real thing would do fine as a christmas gift. haha. as if. thanks! i love you already. :)
aright, let's talk vampire
where: eastwood cinema
when: december 5, 2008
number one: i didn't read the book. i was planning to. about a week ago and then i thought what the heck. i've heard people who said, "kung nabasa mo yung book, huwag mo na panoorin." so i figured, wow why don't i do the opposite of that? watch the movie and not read. hehe. it's easier. i have the series on e-book so i can check 'em out whenever i want to. :)

bella: you never even say hi to me.
edward: hi.
AND AND AND AND AND
bella: i need answers.
edward: yes. no. to get to the other side. 1.772453851.
haha, right in the middle of his sentence. so cute.
and apart from those silly lines, he has these just heart-tingling lines like "is that what you dream about? being a monster?" **uh tumbleweed, cricket sounds**
hahaha well not that but if you watch the movie more than once, you'll pick up some lines. hehe. that line i just remembered because it was annoyingly cute. hahah.


number four: the baseball scene was awesome. coolness. really. the fight scenes were weird. i don't know. they're weird. whatever.
number five: it's not bad at all. not because i haven't read the book. (or maybe so) it's because it really has this story already that whatever you do, it's gonna have that same plot and the movie cannot suck that bad in any way. i think. it's a love story for goodness sake and that twist is i gotta somethin' else. i mean, wouldn't you want an edward? hmm?
so there, i think i've proven my point. the movie is okay. the story is great. criticisms are welcome but too much from the same people, go to hell.
p.s. i never heard the paramore song decode throughout the movie but it does have a rich ost. good job. generally, 1 1/2 thumbs up. :D heheh.
Thursday, December 4, 2008
chemistry is love
i think i've established 5 years ago that chemistry is just a big a-hole clog. so far it's done nothing for me that's 'that' incredible. well nothing that i know of directly at least. maybe it has. like bonding Na and Cl gives my lunch it's great taste. whatever.
the thing is, i think i'm better off knowing the fact that CHEMISTRY HELPS ME IN A LOT OF WAYS than knowing exactly HOW chemistry helps me (molecularly). i think i don't lose too much not knowing that the intermolecular forces of a certain state of matter affects it's vapor pressure, polarizability and electronegativity. after all, i could just be freezing ice. i really don't give a damn.
i've been puking of pre-laboratory and post-laboratoy reports that have all been incredibly and amazingly stupid and useless. i just hate doing them. not to mention the actual experiment which is a four-hour hocus pokus of shitass weighing and heating and CLEANING UP. it never ends; it's a worthless dance of circular dumbness. arg. i'm better off reading a theology book so i can be closer to god and not to sulfur. damn.
i'm not sure why i am so mad at chem yet. i am so sure that it's gonna help me someday but i still still still despise it so much. maybe because i don't get high grades. maybe because it just tires me so. maybe it's just not as interesting as i would find music. maybe because it just sucks. i can't really explain why a lot of people would be interested in boiling shit and finding out what happened to the vapor, how C4H9HOO23C4HOCHOO5 bla bla bla looks like molecularly. it's disgustingly annoying.
for now, however, i'm it's bitch. and i might never get to take revenge on it forever. i've been missing quizzes in my 7:30am chemistry class since i got here. it's not nice! the weather's not cooperating, traffic isn't too. what am i supposed to do, wake up 4am and start cruising to school? nah, i don't think so. baket kasi nagpapa-quiz ng ganung oras? our teacher's a jerk. that's why. it's like a double punishment. you're late and you missed a quiz. doesn't it just make your day run in the great outdoor sunshine in a great gratifying grin?
ah chem, maybe you'll never die but the people who teach you do. so die bitches. you proponents of evil.
Friday, November 28, 2008
kevin ooohhhh
hahaha.
oh well there, sorry kevin. :D :D
still obsessed, yes. damn.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
joe fever
he's my current mind pet. purrrr.
i might as well change this site to http://www.joejonas.blogspot.com
so i wont be posting for a while. not until time or something else covers up for my addiction of joe jonas.
if something interesting comes up, i might write. but i aint writing another joe jonas special.
praying. unless it's really cute. and i'm in the mood.
***multiple word usage count:
a. joe---------------5
b. jonas------------4
Friday, November 21, 2008
why is joe jonas so adorable?
gee i don't know.
dammit!
p.s. yeah, joe syndrome attacking again. he's just so cute and funny. and cute. mostly cute. but really funny. yeah.
p.p.s. have i gone mad? no. no.
nooooooooooowuh. no.
Monday, November 17, 2008
flower power
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"You are a violet. You have a shy personality. You tend to hesitate before trying new things or meeting new people. But once people get to know you, you open up and show the world what you are really all about."
i think the results are accurate. hmm. :D
Saturday, November 15, 2008
screwed.

it's mia's fault! ahhhh. no no! :D :D why miaaaaaa? first shia, then this?? whaaaaa.
i'm screwed. i need a hobby.
Friday, November 14, 2008
awww
thanks auntie marie. love you. x'D
i think i'll name her debbie. psych! gah. never!
Thursday, November 13, 2008
shia hot shots.
shia labeouf's soo hot that i've gone gaga (in the meantime) over him. i'd say two weeks? hahah.
p.s. all photos are from the net. i first typed in SHAIA LEBOUFF, got 2-3 photos. then i typed SHAIA LEBOUF, got 2 more i think. then i was really convinced that maybe he really just had 4 photos, can you believe it?? haha. anyway, i was half pissed but then i got it right. yey. SHIA LABEOUF. yey.
anyway, i said hot shots so, hot shots. enjooooy.
warning: ADULT CONTENT? :D :D










p.p.s. don't think i'm crazy. yet. :D i just enjoy doing shit when i'm school free. for a while.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
TOYS. FAIRY GOD PARENTS!
because i've nothing left to do other than my school work. and i don't wanna do them yet.
because i'm a freak.
LOOKIE! bought new TOYS! :D :D
played with the colors and texture in mac's iphoto. haha.
this is one of the sites where i can look stupid and wont really care bout it. :D yey!
yey this site!
Thursday, November 6, 2008
jonas brothers?
jonas brothers. i don't like them because they're good looking-- i mean taylor hanson looked like a chick and i gave him a chance, although yeah they look good. i don't even know their names-- technically i do but i haven't established yet who's who but anyway, i like them because they write their own pop songs that talk about their girls and their lives, they are good siblings (yes, they look like they just are having fun with themselves and being on stage with each other) and they don't have too much drama. i think fun and fans are their only unconscious reasons why they hit the limelight.


Wednesday, November 5, 2008
it's about fucking time.
here's the catch, i had to enlist 2 subjects right? en12 and PE. i checked yesterday the available classes for both courses and the available slots. thing is, en12 has only one compatible time slot with my schedule. so that's shet huh. and only 4 more slots to go! for PE, only one compatible time schedule also with 2 more slots to go. holy crap and 11am is sooooooo far!
but but but! i did it! luck was on my side. and prayers! prayers! they help! i was able to get the slots i listed for both subjects. here's my schedule: i like it. :)
so when i got home, no one's here. my sister went to school and ate rem went to the market. i made pancakes! and the HORROR! i can't make decent pancakes! i'm gonna get fired if i work on a breakfast joint. LOOK! OMG OMG! what the eff! i know it's "THAT" bad but you know, it did taste like pancakes with crunchy black toasts. hahahaha. LOL.
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Monday, November 3, 2008
my fault. again.
today: november 4. i'm still not enrolled.
it's my fault. i didn't check my hold order page in the aisis. i had one pala. i can't think of anything that could possibly cause me to be held for at the LIBRARY--- a book unreturned, a book lost, i don't know. but i am on hold. that's why i can't enlist online until i settle my hold order. i'm in tuguegarao so all i can do is call and call and call their always busy phone lines.
i talked a friend on going to ateneo to check on what my hold order was all about. pupunta daw siya. mamaya. if he manages to tell me what i have to do and if i manage to do whatever it is i have to, i could still enlist online within today under the 12:30- 5:30 slot. please. please. please. help god.
i don't like this. people carry hold orders and pressure without a worry but i am not like them. i don't like being aggrevated with things i don't freaking understand and things i know i shouldn't be worrying about at all. i was shocked yesterday. really really shocked. since i found out, i can't even look around without my eyes drooping, my heart has been racing two fold and i feel like crying. am i gonna fix this soon? this is a nightmare. help god. please something happen.
i feel like i have two dish-shaped tumors radiating in my knee caps. i haven't felt so stupid like this before. IT'S A FUCKING LIBRARY HOLD ORDER. I'LL PAY FOR ALL THE BOOKS I BORROWED AND FORGOT TO RETURN IF I HAVE TO. JUST DON'T MAKE ME COME TO MANILA YET. JUST LET ME STAY FOR THE AFTERNOON ONLINE ENLISTMENT TODAY. I LIKE STAYING HERE. I SEE MY MOM AND MY SIBLINGS. I HAVE NO WORRIES HERE UNTIL YOU CAME. BITCH.
please god.
Sunday, November 2, 2008
dahil birthday mo.
i don't mind, i think you look great. :)
someone's got a little cwushy wushy. (how cheesy.)
november 2.
happeee birthday ely dear.
i miss you. stay gorgeous.
and take care.
all photos from pupil's multiply site.
almost all.
TWEAK: how many times do you see him pose (or "unpose") like he did in these photos eh? :)
p.s. unpose is not a word. i think.




Thursday, October 30, 2008
lazeh
daming kwento. walang oras.
woo.
WATCH: ARE WE GOOD by SANDWICH. :)
Sunday, October 19, 2008
bamboo: tomorrow ends yesterday
bamboo. i miss these guys. bamboo's first album called as the music plays was the first original record that i bought with my own money. it was the first record i bought. ever. the third album, we stand alone together was the only record that my dad bought for me in a mall. it was in sm baguio i think.
i plan to collect all the cds of this band because they are so worth all the cash. they have so much impact on me that i have to actually listen and understand whatever it is that they have to say to me, to the mass, to the government, to the world. they have a new album called TOMORROW ENDS TODAY which will be out sometime this month. and i want it.

and i have never even seen them. :(
Thursday, October 16, 2008
the crazy house and greenhills
before i got here though, i had a field trip. in a national mental institution. cool huh? it was stinky and secluded, a little lighter looking than i expected and just too silent. except for the occasional screams of the unmanageable patients. there were some who were able to go out and talk to ordinary people but some were really tied to beds because the were aggressive and pain inflicting. i think. it was a bonus points earning thing for physio psych which i really might have not needed at all (because i already was exempted in the finals. ehem.)
and oh yeah, the date with my teacher? sure. it was a group date haha. yeah, me and a couple of blockmates invited him to eat somewhere in greenhills and guess what? he paid for everything. and it wasn't cheap because it was a chinese restaurant and there were a lot of us. it was a real bonding moment. (yuck, did i just say that?) but yeah, he told us a lot of things about med and his life and anything outside physio psych. :) we really liked sir cuenca. he's a good teacher and person. :) we ended up buying him a chocolate cake with the money that we supposedly should have spent for our lunch. that may be the last time that i will see him but i know i will remember him forever.
nostalgic already? maybe.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
i went to the mental institution today and had a date with my teacher.
haha. write about it soon. right now: lazzzzzzzzzy.
Monday, October 13, 2008
i like pikeys!

it has this mafia type of gambling and a lot of cursing and deceit. anyway, i don't wanna have to make my own synopsis because the lazy just got to me faster. hahaha. so here, something from Filmtwob {webmaster@filmfreak.co.za}
Turkish and his close friend/accomplice Tommy get pulled into the world of match fixing by the notorious Brick Top. Things get complicated when the boxer they had lined up gets the shit kicked out of him by Pitt, a 'pikey' ( slang for an Irish Gypsy)- who comes into the equation after Turkish, an unlicensed boxing promoter wants to buy a caravan off the Irish Gypsies. They then try to convince Pitt not only to fight for them, but to lose for them too. Whilst all this is going on, a huge diamond heist takes place, and a fistful of motley characters enter the story, including 'Cousin Avi', 'Boris The Blade', 'Franky Four Fingers' and 'Bullet Tooth Tony'. Things go from bad to worse as it all becomes about the money, the guns, and the damned dog!
Sunday, October 12, 2008
teh greenhills way.
about 3-4 weeks ago, my mom came to manila from the province because she was going abroad, to jerusalem for a conference. she also extended for a vacation. :) said her hotel room was haunted. it was across death valley. she lost dad's phone somewhere along the jesus' pathway to calvary. yeah, whoaaah. anyway anyway, when she got back,
we went to greenhills. i don't know exactly why, for shopping i think because last time i checked, my closet wasn't that bulky and neither was my shoe collection. so there. i saw SIB SIBULO. well, that was the first thing i remembered just now. haha. he was crossing a pedestrian in a boy scout shirt, (green and white) and a backpack. my sister and i were all "hey it's sib" and my mom was, "eh?" ahaha.
so about greenhills, it's a great place for cheap shopping. i was so amazed when we got there. last time i saw havaianas there they were spelled HAVANAS, now they can fake the real thing too? wow. and everything that i bought in the states were there dammit. from shutter shades, to the cool colorful skinny pants that teens love, and other shit. honestly, i can't tell which is fake and which is real. they've really done it this time. and what the heck it was cheap and no one barely notices fakes because most people have these stuff (havainanas, shades) too and you'll never know where they bought it. it's amazing. (pardon the amazement factor here) i don't despise fakers, in fact i do think they're really good. bravo. claps! all the roxys and the quicksilvers, the louis vuitton and dolce and gabbanas, holy mackerel. they're all there. we'll they've always been there but you know, i really never noticed them then, all i saw was pure "FAKERY." although, i'm not entirely sure so now, i'm kinda elevating my senses to more reasonable thoughts.
what else, uh, oh you can get really lost there. it's like every turn has the same stack of shoes, shades and pants. dayng! my sister wanted to buy a nice jacket but she was still deciding really because it was a little too big on her but it was really cool. anyway, we tried to go back to the store after a long while of discussion and decision making but yeah it was pretty hard. we were circling the place like vultures eyeing on a prey except we can't see the prey. so technically we are just kids lost in the woods. haha. so my point initially: you can gat lost in greenhills. my second point: make sure you are really sure before you leave something behind, you may never find it again. :D
and then i saw mong's shirt. oohhh. yep, i think the saleslady was creeped out that i took a photo of it hahahaha. whutever. i was like, "oh mong's shirt, wait why is.. ooh i know where someone shops. hehehe"

why does it look sexy on him? :D :D okay that's enough. :)
soccer soccer soccer soccer soccer
and that, folks was how we lost the soccer tournament for our PE finals in just the elimination round. yep, our team wasn't really all good. damn, that kick was the only goal we had for the entire tournament. that makes me MVP. of my team. hahaha. well they officially called it. not me. nonetheless, we still got A's on our report card for PE. the other team in our class won championship match against another class and we get to share the glory. yey. and grade.
it was a fun semester for PE. aside from carrying a big bulk of smelly and sweaty knee socks and gym clothes around campus after i take a bath, i really had super fun. my blockmates are great. others are already good and had prior experience to the game but they were more than willing to teach us strategy and movement around the field. our coach was also okay, he wasn't offensive in any light; he taught us well and he didn't make a big fuss about anyone not being good enough. :) thanks coach joel.
i bought a soccer ball and i'm now having fun kicking it. :) hopefully, i get to play good games soon. and hopefully i get, well good at it too. soon. more practice.
i planned to write about this tournament age ago but i couldn't because of the schoolwork and now i'm catching up on some documenting before i leave for the province. :)
it's pathetic but who cares.
boogie romero and jorel corpus, both from kjwan just made me jump off my seat today. i know it's really nothing out of the eebuhgeebuhgeebees but whutever. what are the chances that famous rockstars view your site huh? :)
they viewed my multiply site. yey. i'm happy now. :)
I LOVE YOU BOOGIE.


Wednesday, October 8, 2008
on ending the sem
BUT.
now it's over and i'll try to list down the stuff that went by. for kicks. :)
** oh shit wala. :D nah, i'm too lazy to remember them all.
i'll tell you about my teachers though.
3. that's pretty much it. haha. i'll miss my soccer classmates. surely i won't be playing as much soccer anymore. :( but i'll try. i'll miss the bonfire because it was the only event in school that i actually was interested in going to. :) i'll miss my sleepless nights. i'll miss my laboratory reports. i'll miss my gigs. :) i guess that's some of the things. :)
Monday, October 6, 2008
Sunday, October 5, 2008
oh, real mature, ateneans
i'm not sure how it happened but well it did. names of la salle players painted on the planks used for the ateneo bonfire were well, burned that night. i didn't even notice.
it's not right.
it shouldn't have been.
sorry la salle.
we haven't been ourselves lately.
prolly because of all the excitement.
sorry. :(


fr. nebres, the school president wrote a letter to de la salle university right after he found out about this and he was obviously totally clueless as me about this. here's his letter.
and the president of la salle replied to this. see letter below.
3 October 2008
Fr. Bienvenido F. Nebres, SJ
President
Ateneo de Manila University
Dear Fr. Nebres,
I write this letter for two reasons. The first one is to own up to producing the materials with the names of the Green Archers and placing them prominently in the woodpile before the bonfire for all to see.
Secondly, I sincerely apologize to you for the queasy situation you are in as a result of the backlash it created.
While the nature of this letter is a personal apology to you, please feel free to extend
it to parties you may deem fit to receive it.
Sincerely,
Jesse Paredes
HS'54, AB'58
Thursday, October 2, 2008
UAAP championship bonfire/ MUDBATH! '08
so, september 30, 2008. it was shining til about 1pm and then it suddenly poured! damn, i was taking my chem lab exam and i couldn't get my mind off the possible cancellation of the bonfire for tonight. but yeah, it did push through and it was frekken awesome. at about 5:30, the rain was gone but the whole bellarmine field was wet, muddy and well grassless! my white shoes were all soiled, thank god i didn't slip and roll over the floor (urgh, horrible horrible), i had my trusty camera and i got all the photos i want.
6:00pm: mass at the chapel of gesu. we didn't go, instead we sat comfortably in our pre-owned seats right in front of the bonfire. oh yeah, they were reserved especially for our block. thanks dar.
around 7:00pm: i met gela and we went back and forth the field to.. uh.. i don't know really, catch some people, get a glance of chris tiu, whatever. but enough enough. the other university champions were first acknowledged-- swim team, HS basketball team yada yada yada.
8-9:00-ish pm: the UAAP champions finally came out. they were introduced one by one, i had a great view. the people didn't care that i went through all of them, some even let me through, i think they thought i was part of a documents crew because i had a big camera with me. but all those walking made my shoes all brown and mushy muddy, elk. don't care. TIU TIU TIU. i had a lot of him shots and noy shots and eric and rabeh shots. haha. was he staring straight at my camera? oohh.
10:00pm: BONFIRE! the varsity team was right behind me (they were on the stage, i was in the front row) but the bonfire was at the center o' the field so we all looked back. i got good glances of the players and good shots of course. hahahaha.
12:00am: kjwan went up the stage na. OMG boogie! you are just sex! (ehem angel ehem. hahaha) he's so hot. he kept on coming to do guitar solos in front of me so he had a lot of shots. heheh. (what an excuse) and marc was so cute din, you go marc. kel was so cute, he smiled at me in one of my photos. haha. thanks kelley bear. i couldn't get good shots of jhoon behind drums because the stage was soo high and marc kept on jumping in front of him. i did get a few shots but a few would have made me happier. hehehe. this was the time i started deleting old photos because i didn't have enough memory in my camera. damn. gladly, i didn't miss a lot of kjwan. it was my favorite band of the night. yey! i love kjwan.
after everything: as usual, i wasn't able to get any photos with the people backstage because that's gela's job. hahaha. i just couldn't. i couldn't move properly because of the mud so i didn't bother going backstage. :) we walked towards the exit to go head on home, talking about the mud and the rain that suddenly just poured right after, when MONG JUST WALKED PAST US! and yep you got it right, i just melted there, my friend was supposed to call him but i did the necessary beating. haha. oh dear me mong. you just keep killing me everytime. oh well.
p.s. yan yuzon was there and he was totally up for the la salle insults. you go yan! poch was also there. awww. i wanted to go take a picture of him but i just can't leave kjwan playing on stage! next time. next time. aww i missed them sooo much. :) :)
my last words: GO TEAM! WE LOVE IT! ATENEO RULES! SUPREME LOVE AND RESPECT. WE'LL MISS YOU MR. NUMBER 17. :)
Monday, September 22, 2008
hits pause.
i'm being eaten by flesh-eating books and photocopies of chem, physio, psych and stat. i have long test after long test after long test this week and next week's not gonna be that different. bummer.
so there. i'll resume sometime in christmas eve. haha. kidding. :P maybe next month. :0 if i can take it. :D
Monday, September 15, 2008
vamooosh!
FRIDAY:
i brought home two hopias the size of frisbee pads. i won them in the chinese dice game we had earlier that friday. my teacher said i was really lucky to have won the first and second prizes. i mean whoah, wasn't it obvious enough? i took one to my dad (he almost finished everything!) who happened to be in town in edsa shangrila. my sister and i decided to stay with him overnight. i cut my chemistry class to get packing and start my darling weekend. we got in the hotel around 4pm and went to the mall to get some of my dad's hardware stuff. i don't really mind going to the mall just to stay at the hardware shop, in fact i enjoy being there with my dad. he's so cute with his phone's 'to do' list. i love you, dad. we got a can of spray paint for some chipped parts of his car, a can of wd 40, an all time around lubricant-- he even picked the can he called 'sexy' hahaha that was really funny, some windshield wipers, rollers for his luggage, a cutter, and a steel brush.
when we got back at the hotel, we ate a great buffet meal at the nice ballroom in the lobby. then we left dad because he had to attend his program which was awesome--- it was a james bond theme event. cool hu? we hit the pool immediately after. it was a gorgeous 9-foot pit. just lovely. i think we might have wallowed in there for more than two hours. there were no people. just the way we like it. :D then we went up, showered and slept. dad came in at about 4am. :)
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dad left 7am for his trip home to cagayan. when he has gone, my sister and i went down to the lobby and got ourselves lovely pancakes fer breakfast. we swam again right after. :) then we checked out. mom arrived later that day from cagayan. (yeah i have weird parents) it was lola's birthday kasi and she had to be in manila for her trip to jerusalem the next day. (that's not a joke, nor a game haha) and then a grand family reunion happened in a restaurant for lola's birthday. it was a buffet style course again. i was sooo full. :D we had ice cream taken out after. ahhh. :)
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mom left for jerusalem super early and my younger sister arrived from cagayan (uh huh keeps getting weirder and weirder) she had this interview for a foreign exchange program in UP the next day. we took her to the mall, shopped fer a lot of stuff and got some shirts for our brother (but he's not coming here anytime soon. hahahaha) until monday, my sister was here and we were having a great time. she left at 6pm today.
it was a happy weekend. i missed my folks and they came. i wanted a break and i got it. no schoolwork due, no hassle homeworks and quizzes, just pure unadulterated fun. :D thanks, god. :)