stop bothering me, mong!

my mind's on him. again.
working on my post lab for 3 hours now but i've only filled a quarter of the page.
how bout that for a distraction?
stare at him and tell me i'm still sane.

he's so gorgeous kaya! eeefffff!!
mong, don't drive me mad please.

to anyone who thinks this obsession is stupid, i don't have to care about what you think. thanks for having an opinion though. and i LOVE being challenged.

and oh yeah, FU. hahahahahahahaha.

gloria talking, block your ears!

she's still alive?? i know, her evilness only made the ground eat her halfway. (the smart kids will get the humor, the stupid ones will read on. it means: DATI SIYANG MATANGKAD, PERO DAHIL MASAMA SIYA KINAIN NG LUPA YUNG KALAHATING KATAWAN NIYA KAYA GANUN SIYA KALIIT. there. go ahead, laugh it's funneh. it's a height joke. **not to offend anyone short as i am too, LOL.**)

i thought i'd sleepover in school na kanina e. because i live past batasan where all the SONA shit are happening, i expected uber heavy traffic because the frekken' people are camping on the effing road and they're like a sea of mocking, blabbering muppets. who cares? after we passed the counterflow, i set that thought aside.

when i got home though, GMA was on. of course. the promising dwarf slash zaido that's gonna save the earth from overpopulation, poverty, economic crises and world damnation. psyche! dream on. the sona just went like:

GMA talks.
People clap after a line or two.
GMA says another line.
People clap. again.
I sleep.
GMA talks.
Someone stands from the crowd because he was acknowledged to have gotten money from the people daw. OOOOPPPPSSS, i meant, he made a project bridge daw pala. SORREEE.
People clap.
I switch to cartoons.
I go back to SONA. it's still there!

all the promises go to waste. suck it up. to those who actually comply, get ready to be doomed. i think i would have like this day if we didn't have classes though. but too bad we did so BOO you, gloria. watch yer ass, THE GROUND MIGHT JUST WIPE YOU OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH.

there i said it. back to POSTLAB and REVIEW. ass.

tamaaad!!!

because i'm sabaw and can't think straight for the last lifetime, i'm just peeking and posting an update. i'll post good stuff next time. :) heheh.

*bought real working earphones. finally!
*finished yz video of miggy. really sucked.
*bought a pendant for miggy. not sure if i'm gonna give it. it's quite expensive and cute that i want it for me. hehe.
*listening to BOYCE AVENUE. they're cool.
*bugging kuya niche and doubting. :( shiyat.
*dying of chem and psych.
*need a car. prices hiking! betch!
*still convincing myself to hate mong. :(
*looking forward to the 26th for whatever reason.
*need money. :p heheh.
*super tamad. bahala ka dyan. :p

gimme guts! today!

i've gone this far. i went through all the planning shit and acting shit and lying shit so let's fuckin' do this.

YZ- you're not gonna read this in a million years (because i'm not gonna let you) but i wanna say "HAPPEE BIRTHDAY and YOU'RE GONNA LOVE THIS."

countdown: 4-5 hours. nervous. nervous. nervous.

i'm lost.

it's a phase i'm guessing, this 'i don't like mong anymore' shit.
pero kasi. it's really really hard to goddamn like someone you can't fucking reach dammit!

pardon my language, i'm overly depressed.

how can someone you don't even know invade your life?? shit.
i knew it from the beginning of this everything.
it's gonna take over me for a long while.
he's not gonna know forever. :(


i want it to die.
i don't want it to die.

again, i hate these mong daydreams.
i hate these thoughts.
kill me now. now please.

leki

i'm postponing any blogging in the next week. because that's gonna be hell week e.

thank you, god. :)

dear god,

i finally woke up today at around 3pm so i can write something about my experience last night. i'm addressing this one especially to you not 'cause no one barely reads this blog but because i genuinely want to say thank you to you for finally giving me the chance (after a billion years) to see kjwan funkin' it on stage.

i hope lord, that jhoon really remembers me and that that chitchat last night was not some hocus-pocus "hey, i remember you, you came! you want a drink?" thing that he said. hopefully, i get to go to other gigs and then i build up my friendship from there. :) and you'll help me again.

HERE'S WHAT I THOUGHT OF THE EVERYTHING LAST NIGHT.

route196: it was a good place 'to drink' and 'smoke' and have a good time. parking's shitty, food's just as shitty but they gots all the drinks. praise ya but i don't drink. yet. i was stuck with iced tea. as always. haha.

dj dubious: was hot! he's a man beatbox. he can do all the effects with his mouth altogether and ahh. he's sooo good. and when does he breath?? he's all bum chike bum bum pugsh pugsh and shit and singing at the same time! how does he do it remains a mystery. ahahahah.

angulo: angulo is fine. niles was beside me the whole time before their performance but i didn't say anything to him because my sister was beside me and she knows i'm not supposed to know the guy. haha. they're not bad, maybe i just don't appreciate their music as much yet. but generally, i like them. they also plug in like chicosci, "paramore" lyrics in their songs towards the end of the song.

brigada: IS SOOO GOOD! they looked like they were just playing around banging stuff but really, they're something else. i really had fun listening to their beats and looking at them have fun with it! nino was beside me the whole time because he was taking a video of the whole thing. yey brigada. i wanna see more of you guys!
KJWAN: IS STILL FUCKING NUMBER ONE! MARC IS SOOOO GORGEOUS HE CAN "OUTGORGEOUS" THE SKY! whut? hahah. KELLY'S SO SARAP ON HIS BASS. YEY KEL! JOREL IS SOOO IN THE ZONE. HE PLANNED THE WHOLE THING AND HE HOSTED AND HE HAS BRACES AND HE HAS A NEW COOL GUITAR. :D BOOGIE IS JUST GENUINELY HOT AND I DON'T THINK HE'S AWARE OF IT. hahahaha. AND HE SINGS SOME OF THEIR SONGS NOW. :) GO BOOGIE!
JHOON: he should have a different category, hehehe. THE FIRST MOMENTS I SAW HIM, I WAS TOO STRUCK TO TAP HIM ON THE SHOULDER THAT I JUST STARED AT HIM THE WHOLE TIME. AND THEN AFTER EVERY FREKKEN' THING, I FINALLY HAD ALL THE COURAGE TO INITIATE A CONVERSATION WHICH WENT: (not exact words. heheh.)
leki: jhoon!
jhoon: hey. what's up?
leki: (pointing to myself like an idiot) alyx!
jhoon: (gets distracted with something, i don't remember) sorry, you're?
leki: i'm alyx.
jhoon: (he doesn't seem to remember but he's trying to) wait.. oh, oh! you came! (his face lit up and then went worried weirdly) are you okay? do you want something to drink? HIS FACE IS SO GENUINELY GENUINE AND HAPPY WEIRDLY (whut??) THAT I CAN'T ANSWER PROPERLY AND I JUST WANNA MELT! HE KEPT EXTENDING HIS HAND FOR ME TO SHAKE, AND THEN HE WON'T LET GO, AND WHEN HE FINALLY LETS GO, HE EXTENDS IT AGAIN AND I SHAKE IT AGAIN, I WANTED TO CRY! his hands are extra soft, btw. hahaha.
leki: no, i'm good.
jhoon: how are you gonna get home? (HIS FACE! IS SO GENUINE!)
leki: my sister has a car.
jhoon: did you like it? (HIS FACE! IS MORE GENUINE THAN EVER!) did you like it? (AGAIN)
leki: of course! yes! (I CAN'T ANSWER ANYMORE. I WAS SO OVERWHELMED!)

then biboy of queso came in and dragged jhoon away. i think it was a good thing cause it was getting awkward. hahahah. i didn't know what to say anymore e. heheheh. he left na when he saw biboy, actually i left while he was talking to him. hehe. XD i wanted to ask for his drumsticks pero i saw that they were VIC FIRTHs pare, kaya nevermind. it's like the oldest, biggest, baddest and one of the most expensive drumstick producing companies in the universe. ha!

poch: yes POCH was there! i was soooo happy i wanted to cry! i thought i'd never see him in the next five lifetimes. awww, i missed poch. :( he looks so good. attorney! hehe. :) i'm still happy for him. :)
thank you so much, god. :)

p.s. more photos here.

there's a part II of this coming up soon. :D
title: WHY, GOD?

freshtigio

i'm not in the mood to write today. because i wanna finish my chem postlab report now that i have a lot of time and i'm in the mood for it but i can't because it's frekken' horrible and stupid and lame. but because i'm happy today, i will post this experience. :)

but it's gonna go this way:

went to up. with my sister and gela. to watch the freshman night. to see no parking play. to see awaited bands sandwich and pedicab. it was fun. mong wasn't there. but diego mapa was and i got to say hi to him. he was so cute with his dimples and his face is just genuinely like that of a doll. he's like a toy. hahaha.

photo by: gelatin cream

RA was soo cool. all the effects for pedicab are so good and he does them all in what appears to be this small toy that looks like the 'fake pink cellphones for kids with barbie sticker and they make funny sounds when you press the buttons'. so there. gela was so psyched to see him and we can't come near him first but then we did finally when gela had her CD signed. yey. RA!


myrene's shoes were sooo hawt. and she had a new tattoo. cool.



raimund was all over the place, he took off his shoes and did a dive into the crowd. how cool was that? so there. it was super fun and i was drooling on my way home. haha. kidding. :D



thanks pedicab and sandwich and sugarfree and no parking (though i didn't get to see them play. oops) for taking my mind off mong for a while. now i think he's an ass. XD

wtf?

more pictures here.

jhoon! jhoon! jhoon!

sure it's small talk but i still think he's sweet. thanks jhoon. you're still the best. :) you do respond even if it's 3 in the morning. XD


here's the archive of the short-lived, smile-filled conversation with kjwan's drummer jhoon. :)

lekigwapa: jhoon!

lekigwapa: :D

jhoon: whos this?!

jhoon: HI YAS

jhoon: hello :-)

lekigwapa: haha, still no idea eh?

lekigwapa: just a fan.

lekigwapa: :D

jhoon: "-)

jhoon: Alyx?

jhoon: wicekd. how are you Alex?

jhoon: alyx

lekigwapa: oh gosh, you remember my name. i'm soo psyched.

lekigwapa: or you know, it's in your list. :))

jhoon: yea Alyx.

jhoon: maybe

lekigwapa: anyhow, will you be in UP tomorrow?

lekigwapa: *crossed fingers

jhoon: we will be at ROUTE 196 this SAT

jhoon: be thre

jhoon: 1030

jhoon: along Katipunan

jhoon: you know where that is?!

lekigwapa: i do. i study in ateneo. heheh

jhoon: okie

jhoon: see you and your crew there then!

jhoon: DEAL

jhoon: sat

jhoon: ROUTE 196

jhoon: start of Kjwan's soft launch

jhoon: angulo

jhoon: drip

jhoon: will be playing too

lekigwapa: coolness.

jhoon: yes indeed

jhoon: hope to see you there

jhoon: and do tap my shoulder and say hi if your there

jhoon: ingat

lekigwapa: i was planning to greet you ni hao e.

lekigwapa: :))

lekigwapa: it's my foreign language this sem--- mandarin. :D

jhoon: alright

jhoon: hehehe

jhoon: I will wait for that

jhoon: na me woh sing chi tian jai gen ni jian mian!

lekigwapa: whoa whoa, i'm just starting, i have to figure that out first then. haha.

lekigwapa: i so miss you guys. :)

jhoon: we are releasing our 3rd album soon!

jhoon: if you really do MISS US

jhoon: then come SAT and SEE ME and KJWAN

jhoon: ehhehehe

jhoon: simple as that

jhoon: DONE DEAL

lekigwapa: i know! i want it!

lekigwapa: hahaha

jhoon: see you SAT ALYX!!!

jhoon: I want it too

jhoon: hehehehe

jhoon: thats sweet

lekigwapa: it better be good! :))

lekigwapa: as always.

jhoon: you know it!! we will try our best la!!

jhoon: see you there

jhoon: we will be playing new songs too

lekigwapa: okidokey. gots to catch zzzz in the meantime. :D

lekigwapa: you too. just saying hi.

lekigwapa: see ya soon.

lekigwapa: good night. :)

and that's it. i can uh, go back to studing now. booo! hahaha.
i love jhoon. he's such a darling. :D

vote! today!