college itself

it's funny that i only decided to write about this topic when i'm already almost halfway through the semester. maybe it's because i haven't found that great excitement the college people jump about all the time according to my observation. i haven't seen the knick of this stage or i haven't absorbed the culture of "more time, more monster professors and more school load" although the adapting process is slowly pacing up. or maybe it just sucks? i'm not sure yet.

nevertheless, there is not much i can do but mumble at the difficulty of a task or curse a professor because of a sucky test. these calm me down most of the time. haha. i've grown accustomed with people who walk, sulk in a corner and read alone, time schedules that are centuries away from each other (well not really, it's just an hyperbole, an exaggeration) and well, just naturally skull-breaking, brain-busting subjects. these, pretty much, are what shall stick to my mind of college so far.

they say, i'm just starting and hey, i coulldn't agree more. there are successes and failures and wherever i am, there is just a certain degree of acceptance that could make or break me. but really, i don't much give a damn.... yet.