what i was trying to say in my last entry

my friend told me he was gay 7 days ago. and if it was still 7 days ago, i would have been still in shock and this entry would have been as sucky and remotely incomprehensible (a.k.a leading nowhere) such as my last post below. 7 days ago, i was slapped in the face with news i never thought would come. it's like bird poop dropping from nowhere. **not necessary but i'm saying it anyway.

but i think i finally got over that episode so whoopdeedoo. 'now' is normal. i'm not treating him differently, i'm not acting differently around him except i try to avoid yelling out, "gaayyyy" when i see things i dont like. i normally do that but now i try to stop myself in my head when i'm with him.    

one word though. BRAVE. hands down. 

last friday, he told everyone at a party the news and boy our friends are the greatest. they had the best reactions. they understood it right then and there. 

and really, BRAVE. 

congrats.