i'm just gonna go cry in my room a little, okay?

let me just say that I'M NOT GAY. a little maybe. :D 

me posting movie snapshots has got nothing to do with my emotional status. i'm perfectly stable. :P 

damn these love stories and their drama. damn this drama and its ability to bring shivers to my spine. 

it's been years since i've seen and even remotely thought of the movie titanic. this is what happens when i stay at home with no one as a bestfriend but the telly. it's a

 very painful movie to watch. urgh its not fun! it sticks to your ventricles and travels to the pit of your stomach to stay there a while and make you feel like throwing

 up. it makes me sooo sad i should sue it. don't get me wrong, i love the movie exactly because it makes me feel this way. 

i heard from ray langston of CSI that watching dramatic love stories (drama in general) is a form on masochism. wow i guess that makes me one sick jerk to myself then. bwahahah.  lit 14 says, on the other hand, that watching a tragedy is cleansing of the soul. huh. yeah, i'll go with CSI. 

they say the captain goes down with the ship. so if the world ends, will god go down with it? -FOB (how ominous is that?)

anyway, i just wanna say i really missed the movie. i forgot how adorable leonardo dicaprio "was." he's old na kasi e. but there. all scenes were heartfelt i swear. :) 

back 2 the bonfire

all i can say is CONGRATULATIONS to the ATENEO BLUE EAGLES! you deserve all the best. :) good job. 

i had more stuff said about last year's bonfire that stuff i can/want to say about this year's. huh. so i'll start. for one, it was mudfree considering the typhoons just passed weeks ago. i had my usual routine of breaking in the crowd for awesome photos. sure its the mosh pit but that's what journalists do. i've gotten used to it. (technically, the squeezing in was hardest when i was still at the back away from the stage; the front stage was kinda loose and spacious so i had fun taking shots.) 

second, there weren't a lot of bands. at least before i left (which was midnight already), no one went on yet aside from chicosci. poch was there and he sang his dicta license song with this ateneo band who borrowed it as a warm up piece. wow and the vocalist was just super surprised when he popped in the stage and sang with him. and that's about all i saw of the performances. phooey. 

lastly, i will miss noy, rabeh and jai. last year, i didn't feel super sad for chris tiu because he was just everywhere- commercials, magazines, tv shows but these three, i'm not sure. they could join pbl. haay i do not know what's gonna happen to season 73. let's just hope salamat and everyone else left are good enough. :P 

so there, my photos are in facebook and multiply and some edited ones in deviantart. 

p.s. oh wait, haha. about deviantart. i posted photos right, and then when i looked like 30seconds after i uploaded kirk long's photo, there were already 3 people who put it on their favorite list. :)) nice, long. :D 

my photos are also featured in NONOY FOR PRESIDENT (.blogspot.com) 

things before the finals

first of all, i hate IO. to infinity. i hate my teacher. i hate my grade. i hate the readings. i'm not interested in it, it can burn in hell for all i care. sorry. 

i was browsing this site, NONOY FOR PRESIDENT and saw some things that i wanted to keep in my head. one, jai's baby. she's soooo cute. :D i didn't know he has a kid. does he? but for all that the photo's worth, maybe. 

anyway, they're flooded din. aw. and how the ateneo facebook people said it was so sad. :c 

the finals is coming up. it's 1-1. so we gotta beef up. LET'S GO! we believe. there's an 80 percent chance that i won't be able to watch the game on thursday though. as i have said, i hate IO. yeah, i have a class. damn. as it looks right now, franco is not stepping down and she still wants to do the class, that woman. grr. 

i saw noy today and he's my favorite person of the day. :) we walked by philo department and we ran into him on the corridors and said good luck. he was all smiles and he recognized us. then we talked a bit in front of de la costa-- stuff and not getting tickets bla. so he was walking out and we went, "oh there", i said "pengeng ticket" extending my hand like a kid and pouting (AS A JOKE), and he laughed and said, "kung pwede lang e". and then we just all started to goof around and laugh til he left na. haha he's a nice kid. :) 

i love noy. GO WIN US SOME, YO! IT'S NOY OR NEVER!   

couch potato

how long has it been? oh eight days and counting. that's weird, i feel guilty but i'm not doing anything about it. how grand is that? 

it started last tuesday. i was still reviewing for my school agenda that until i found out that classes have been cancelled until the next week and or until further notice. and my golly it was mother effin' sembreak mindset that got stuck in the ole noodle. damn. it's as if the announcement in my head sounded like "ALL SCHOOL AGENDA AND ACTIVITIES ARE OUT OF ORDER. SO BEAT IT!" i didn't want to touch my readings like they were goddamn on fire. my laptop's probably programmed to only work on plant vs zombies and facebook all day. and night. sheesh. my problems now revolve only on what should i eat for lunch and when should i harvest my artichokes in my farm (on farmville) and which dvd should i watch today? and the like. 

my couch potato syndrome intensified when i learned that the finals have been cancelled. oh happy day! i told my dad and he asked me to go home. he is such a darling, he supports my dreams. urgh. 

classes will still continue and extend til the 21st and so my requirements are still up for submission in that duration and i will still have a couple of long tests as well. so.. 

gaaahh i just know things will haunt me as soon as i get back to school and i would just cry over my lost days and hours when i start cramming for my papers and readings. 

what am i doing? this is not right. come on, someone hit me with a bat! 

in other news. 

i officially took over the family business. wow. my older sister and i had a heated argument because apparently she thinks i dont give squat about thinks in the house like the groceries, the bills, the market stuff. so we told my mom and now i handle all the money of the house. i gotta make sure the bills are paid on time, there's food for dinner and house things like tissue, canola oil and milk aren't missing. its a big responsibility but i'm up for the challenge. good luck.  

p.s. like i said when i did, my prayers are still for the calamity victims and the volunteers of the relief operations and not for myself. for now, i trust that god has me only in his periphery and the people in need in his main sight. :)