Monday, December 15, 2008

here comes hell again

yeah. hell week na. putik pare. kelangan na mag-aral. 3 long tests, isang bibliography, 4 days. kakapagod isipin. eff.

ayan na. awoooo. shet.
yung chem kinakain na ako ng buhay. pota.
F!!!

Saturday, December 6, 2008

pissed.

pissed. nuff said. really.

no wait, enraged more likely. mad. fiery hot anger in my brain. grr.

Friday, December 5, 2008

sweetness

look closely. i'm being a loser again. it's pathetic and annoying. :Puh yeah. i don't quite know why. haha. aright, here goes. my block has this annual christmas gift giving thing and yeah it just started yesterday. we start off with a card and then food and then the real gift on the date of the christmas party.

i got the card see? i actually freaked out when dar handed this to me and i literally just wanted to shove it inside my backpack and run away. hahah. but the truth is, i'd like to thank my baby (the one who drew my name) as early as now for putting enough thought and effort to this thing that it made me happy on that day. it still makes me happy pala. everytime i see it. heheh.

i know getting this card is both pathetic and crazy but what the heck, a joe jonas photo never hurt anyone especially that he's so amazingly gorgeous. hahaha. i keep it safe in my stack of books in case yaya and my sister ransacks my room. hahah. i'm pretty sure they don't bother looking in my stupid books. :D :D

i might have candidates na for that person but i'm not entirely sure, and i don't wanna know. :) but, again, i wanna thank you. you don't even have to give me anything more. haha. kidding. the real thing would do fine as a christmas gift. haha. as if. thanks! i love you already. :)

aright, let's talk vampire

clue: twilight
where: eastwood cinema

when: december 5, 2008

number one: i didn't read the book. i was planning to. about a week ago and then i thought what the heck. i've heard people who said, "kung nabasa mo yung book, huwag mo na panoorin." so i figured, wow why don't i do the opposite of that? watch the movie and not read. hehe. it's easier. i have the series on e-book so i can check 'em out whenever i want to. :)number two: while watching, my sister kept on commenting on how bad robert pattinson looked like and how taylor lautner was better off being shark boy than long-haired wolf guy from the woods. thing is, i don't really care. i think they are hot people just the same. pattinson has this thing, i don't know but dude, since harry potter i knew he looked well, 'not bad at all.' he was just so adorable. remember these lines?

bella: you never even say hi to me.
edward: hi.

AND AND AND AND AND

bella: i need answers.
edward: yes. no. to get to the other side. 1.772453851.

haha, right in the middle of his sentence. so cute.
and apart from those silly lines, he has these just heart-tingling lines like "is that what you dream about? being a monster?" **uh tumbleweed, cricket sounds**

hahaha well not that but if you watch the movie more than once, you'll pick up some lines. hehe. that line i just remembered because it was annoyingly cute. hahah.and taylor is just.. just hot. nuff said.number three: i guess i'll never be hooked with the books. but who knows. maybe someday. maybe if it says robert pattinson's a real vampire and taylor lautner's a real werewolf. i'll read the books. soon. :D

number four: the baseball scene was awesome. coolness. really. the fight scenes were weird. i don't know. they're weird. whatever.

number five: it's not bad at all. not because i haven't read the book. (or maybe so) it's because it really has this story already that whatever you do, it's gonna have that same plot and the movie cannot suck that bad in any way. i think. it's a love story for goodness sake and that twist is i gotta somethin' else. i mean, wouldn't you want an edward? hmm?

so there, i think i've proven my point. the movie is okay. the story is great. criticisms are welcome but too much from the same people, go to hell.

p.s. i never heard the paramore song decode throughout the movie but it does have a rich ost. good job. generally, 1 1/2 thumbs up. :D heheh.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

chemistry is love

chemistry is love? dude, i'm talking gibberish. i've lost my head.

i think i've established 5 years ago that chemistry is just a big a-hole clog. so far it's done nothing for me that's 'that' incredible. well nothing that i know of directly at least. maybe it has. like bonding Na and Cl gives my lunch it's great taste. whatever.

the thing is, i think i'm better off knowing the fact that CHEMISTRY HELPS ME IN A LOT OF WAYS than knowing exactly HOW chemistry helps me (molecularly). i think i don't lose too much not knowing that the intermolecular forces of a certain state of matter affects it's vapor pressure, polarizability and electronegativity. after all, i could just be freezing ice. i really don't give a damn.

i've been puking of pre-laboratory and post-laboratoy reports that have all been incredibly and amazingly stupid and useless. i just hate doing them. not to mention the actual experiment which is a four-hour hocus pokus of shitass weighing and heating and CLEANING UP. it never ends; it's a worthless dance of circular dumbness. arg. i'm better off reading a theology book so i can be closer to god and not to sulfur. damn.

i'm not sure why i am so mad at chem yet. i am so sure that it's gonna help me someday but i still still still despise it so much. maybe because i don't get high grades. maybe because it just tires me so. maybe it's just not as interesting as i would find music. maybe because it just sucks. i can't really explain why a lot of people would be interested in boiling shit and finding out what happened to the vapor, how C4H9HOO23C4HOCHOO5 bla bla bla looks like molecularly. it's disgustingly annoying.

for now, however, i'm it's bitch. and i might never get to take revenge on it forever. i've been missing quizzes in my 7:30am chemistry class since i got here. it's not nice! the weather's not cooperating, traffic isn't too. what am i supposed to do, wake up 4am and start cruising to school? nah, i don't think so. baket kasi nagpapa-quiz ng ganung oras? our teacher's a jerk. that's why. it's like a double punishment. you're late and you missed a quiz. doesn't it just make your day run in the great outdoor sunshine in a great gratifying grin?

ah chem, maybe you'll never die but the people who teach you do. so die bitches. you proponents of evil.